What the hell, summer spell.

Nov 07

Nov 03

Brad Walsh and Christian Siriano on Halloween

Oct 28

Gratuitous photo of yourself Wednesday

I tried to take a photo of myself looking genuinely happy but found that it didn’t translate. I guess in photos, I’m better at looking bored.

I have to open at work on Halloween but I like Día de los Muertos better anyway. Plans are to make pan de muerto with my friends Max and Kristyn, and also to buy and eat one of these chocolate skulls.

Oct 22

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Oct 18

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Oct 16

I can be nostalgic for things that happened 10 minutes ago. I can be nostalgic for right now.

This is a photo of me laughing with my friend Allison in 2006. What were we laughing about? What made us so happy? At the time I knew, but for the rest of my life I’ll never remember. Sometimes I think of lapses like these and feel a genuine sense of loss or mourning.

I feel the same thing when I think of my childhood or teenage expectations for the age I’m at right now. All those fantasies I had about the carefree life I would lead, knocked out cold by reality.